The kids and I have had a busy month, which ended in a new adventure, skiing! The kids absolutely loved it, as did I! Steve would have been super proud of how well they took to the slopes. I think this could be a new hobby for the 3 of us, with hopefully some winter holidays too!! We talk about Steve all the time and have had some lovely keepsakes made - a memory book for both children of photos of them with their dad, as well as some pillows made by my lovely mother-in-l

For me, the worst part of my brain tumour journey, was immediately following Steve's diagnosis. I was so scared for Steve and I and also so sad about the future we would lose together. I fell quite quickly into a state of depression, suffered bouts of anxiety, unpredictable emotion, a complete lack of appetite and inability to sleep. I had diarrhoea for 9 long weeks. Clothes fell off me and I couldn't work. I am pleased to say that a couple of sessions of counselling plu