It has been a month already since Steve passed away, although the reality of what has happened, I don't think has hit home yet. We have survived our first Christmas and are about to enter a new year, one without Steve; my first without him for 19 years. I will enter this year with sadness, but in the hope that some happiness will prevail throughout 2017. My plan is to live well, to see friends and family as much as possible, to travel with the children and to experience ne